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Oct. 12th, 2006 @ 06:01 pm An update of sorts...
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Random stuff.
Ok... so where to begin?
Well, that new girl in my life has fit in perfectly. We try to find time outside our work schedules to see each other, and so far its mostly weekends. That'll get better, as time goes. We're both still looking for better jobs, or should that read, looking for better suited work. We're also attending our last wedding of the year at the end of the month!
Turkey Day was terrific.. the whole weekend was. We went to 2 dinners, both of which were good, and got out for a great walk together. Got to see my brother and Heathoh.. and watched some good movies. The weekend couldn't have gone much better, really. Im very satisfied with it :)
So, you all remember a financial situation I was having.. well, its over. Finally, that whore is out of my life. I knew she was a lying bitch.. She's probably cheating on her current, who I feel sorry for. But either way, She decided not to pay the rest, so I found a few suitable ways to make up the difference :) Courts wouldn't have done any good, as I really dont want to ever see her again. But things are wrapped up!

I got a few shout outs to make... To Kerry... I miss you! Xmas Eve wont be the same without you around . Steph, Congrats on your new place, I hope everything is going wonderfully... I think thats it for now.

So, life is goin good, for a change. I guess if you don't settle, anythings possible! I hope all my people are doin great out there.. I'll drop in soon with some words.
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Aug. 22nd, 2006 @ 04:09 am Its official :)
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: A current work in progress.
Well, after some not so tedious talking and an obviously visable agreement, We've made it official. She's so wonderful. She feels lucky to have me, but I think I'm the lucky one. Maybe we both are? I think that might be it. We went to Lake Echo to a BBQ with her mom on Saturday, which was very relaxing, and then we came back here for the night. We spent all Sunday napping and cuddling, and eating too. I can't believe how amazing this is.
On a more serious note, Im taking legal steps to get people out of my life who are dishonest. Most of my close friends know what I mean, and yes, its unfortunate, but... some people can't do what's right, without a little provocation.

Labor day will soon be here... just around the corner, really. I could see going to the lot, maybe? I guess I'll have to see what's up :) I cant believe how good life is going. Now, if only I could win this lottery....

Actually, I'll be ok with what I got :) I'll check back in soon, and let people know where everything is standing!
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Aug. 17th, 2006 @ 03:45 am My cheeks actually hurt!
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Frou Frou .... pretty much all their stuff.
Well... where to begin?
Despite a rainy day, I met up with her on Tuesday to begin what was supposed to be a night of buskers... but ended up being supper, and drinks with some others. I didnt drink... I dont need to, this girl has me on a high already. I've never felt like this. So much is going on inside me, thaty I've never had all at once, or this fast. We're completely in tune with each other.. I feel a little crazy about it all... I mean, we haven't known each other a week. We arent officially anything yet, either. But no one watching would know! I can't believe that life just jumped like this. Im sure some people have a lot of questions about her, and I will answer them all, as it goes. But now... Im enjoying the happiness.

Im looking to start something else new in life, sometime soon, as well. I have a lot to do, and it's daunting... but I think Im getting the sign I have to make another move. Time will tell how it all goes.

On the music front, I'm working on a few pieces that take a little out of me, but hopefully my next electronic piece will find my sound once again.
I think myluck will pick up there, as it seems to be everywhere else. One can hope!
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Aug. 13th, 2006 @ 02:56 am WOW.
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Starkillers - Discoteka
OK, Stephens wedding went terrific.... no hitches, at all. But as much as I'd like to discuss the wedding, I have to talk about what really made the night go.. my "date".

After the wedding, we stayed up all night, tho tired, And talked.. about everything. There's an instant connection there, one I've never felt. And it makes me happy, it seems :)

We also went to the buskers tonight, and ended up walkin around the city, talking, and just enjoying each other. I dont know what to say about it, but...Wow. I hope this is something good for me. Time will tell!
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Jul. 31st, 2006 @ 01:26 pm (no subject)
Go to Wikipedia and look up your birth day (excluding the year). List Five facts, Three births and Three deaths in your journal, including the year:


EVENTS

1649 - King Charles I of England is beheaded.
1889 - Archduke Crown Prince Rudolf of Austria, heir to the Austro-Hungarian crown, was found dead with his mistress Baroness Mary Vetsera in Mayerling. How they died remains a mystery.
1979 - Varig 707-323C freighter, flewn by the same commander of Flight 820, disappears over the ocean 30 minutes after taking off from Tokyo. (this happened the day I was actually born)
1948 - Indian pacifist and leader Mohandas Gandhi is assassinated by Nathuram Godse, a Hindu extremist.
1945 - The Wilhelm Gustloff, overfilled with refugees, sinks in the Baltic Sea after being torpedoed by a Soviet submarine, leading to the deadliest maritime disaster in known history, killing roughly 9,000 people.

BIRTHS
1882 - Franklin D. Roosevelt, 32nd. President of the United States (d. 1945)
1974 - Christian Bale, British actor
1951 - Phil Collins, English musician

DEATHS
1181 - Emperor Takakura of Japan (b. 1161)
1951 - Ferdinand Porsche, Austrian automotive engineer (b. 1875)
1649 - King Charles I of England (executed) (b. 1600)
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Jul. 24th, 2006 @ 04:11 am Did I call it or what?
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: U2 - Stateless
For general information...

Im not worth anyones time. If you have a use for me, come and get it. I can no longer stave off my sense of worthlessness. To all those who really care, I appreciate that you dont think this way, but its true. I wish there was more I could say. Maybe it's too late, and I've messed up this life beyond fixing. If so, Im sorry to disappoint. For the record.. .Im glad everyone is happy, at least. I guess I gotta be miserable in order for others to have it good. I think it's worth it, though. At least thats something...


I wish I could go back and change where I missed out.
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Jul. 20th, 2006 @ 01:12 am Sins! YES!
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Phil Collins - Easy Lover (Diablo Remix)
Greed:Medium
 
Gluttony:Medium
 
Wrath:High
 
Sloth:High
 
Envy:High
 
Lust:High
 
Pride:Medium
 


Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz


OK, Well, there you have it.. I'm inhuman. Not much to say. Life still sucks... still confusing... I'll see what happens tho. Not much else to do....
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Jul. 19th, 2006 @ 12:36 am Blah...
Current Location: Same place I always am.....
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: Still not sure about it...
Blah is the word I've chosen for now.
I think I'm starting to realize I'm not only vastly different from others, but that I'm not meant to have a "life" per se. I don't think I'll ever be able to have another relationship... I don't think there's anything in the world important enough to be here for. I don't think anyone else will ever understand that some of us just don't fit in here.. that some of us are made different. I don't think I have feelings like people do. I don't see myself as anything better... I just see myself as belonging elsewhere - Another time, another place... I'm not certain which. But I feel like there's nothing I want to do to change this. It's a little lonely, knowing everyone else is on the verge of a happiness, and I won't find it. Maybe it's time for me to leave emotion behind. Heh... yeh, thats easy.

Who wants to bet my next post will be the same as this?
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Jul. 13th, 2006 @ 09:44 pm A Meme... whatever the hell that means.
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Im pulling away from music.
This thing was cool, I guess. I still suck tho.

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now.  (I always miss someone, and its always the same person.) I don't watch much TV these days.  (Replaced with movies.) I own lots of books.  (own, yes... read, not at all.)
I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games.  (Xmas Wrestlefests rule!) I've tried marijuana.  (does it count if you're drunk?)
I've watched porn movies.  (Anyone who says no, is lying.) I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.  (I've been a psycho everything. I'm much more the quiet miserable one now.) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.  (Brutal honesty.)
I curse sometimes.  (curses are fun.) I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.  (If this means emotionally...) I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
it goes on... )

I'll write about life later.
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Jun. 14th, 2006 @ 03:55 am Now, thats pretty damn accurate....
Current Mood: exanimate
Current Music: none
This Is My Life, Rated
Life:
4.8
Mind:
5.1
Body:
6.5
Spirit:
5.4
Friends/Family:
3.2
Love:
1.4
Finance:
1.2
Take the Rate My Life Quiz




Wow, eh? Who woulda thought that! Ah well. Life is putting along slowly. I'm not sure what I want, or where I want everything to go now, and I can't say I really care. But there it is. I guess I'll just... wait and see how this next month goes.
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Jun. 5th, 2006 @ 09:01 pm Profanity Alert....
Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: Nothing... if you can imagine
Lets make this crystal first.... I'm not better than anyone. In fact, the whole point of writing this is because I'm not. People probably think Im generally messed up, and not very good at life in general. I agree, that's true... and I make mistakes, often. And I know it. So, why do I have to zing the majority here then?
Well, as it seems... People assume that because one admits to their mistakes, they are the only ones making them. People cant own up to what they do. No one is responsible for what they say, or how they act anymore. This covers a wide range, including, but not exclusively, Sluts, players, bitches, assholes, and backstabbers... What the fuck is all your problems? Why do sluts have to have everything around them? They fuck everyone, they lie about what they say, and the often hurt friends by interfering. Players do the same.. these guys who don't care who they hurt, as long as they get what they want, for as long as it suits them... And why do people get angry, or even sad, and not own up to it.. they can admit it, but they dont take any steps to make it easier on themselves. For fucks sake, people, admit you've done or felt what you have. and do something to drop it... I make mistakes, yes... but I own up to them. I try to rectify the situation I've been a partial catalyst to, and legitimately care. I've said the wrong things... I've been angrier than I should be, I've been out of line... but at least I can apologize to those I care about, and let it go if its not important... And if it is important, I dont pretend it was nothing. So many fucking people out there, and what do they care about? Either how they feel, or, what they want. And these can change one second to the next.... So, am I flawless? Hardly, But I admit my mistakes, and try to make the best of it. So, whats all you fuckers excuses? I sure hope some of you can accept responsibility for getting carried away with yourselves.
In closing, if you dont care, tell someone straight up, so they know the nature of your character... if you gotta be bitchy, let it go before it turns to hate.... if you want to stab your friends, stab them to their faces, and face the music knowing you've caused the situation.
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May. 15th, 2006 @ 12:31 pm A rare update..
Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: Electronic music most people wouldn't appreciate.
Well, after a while of being sick, and things going not so hot, I'm back! In the exciting world of music, Mark and I have gotten airplay confirmed for the radio show. We also have the studio all summer for the album, if we so choose to finish it, as well as a plethora of talented artists to work with. I think we'll have some fun with this.
So, the 5 weddings may be down to 4 now, and tho I have no dates for any, they still all sound to be good times. Shelly stopped by personally with her invite (all the way from Alberta) which was pretty cool... I hope I get some trips in this year too, not just a few weddings. There really isn't a lot of people around anymore, but its all ok, its to my liking... I get to talk to the important people, at least... went to see MI3 for the screening, it wasnt too bad, really, for a pure action flick. Other than that.... I really dont have much more to add - my life isn't exciting or fun like most other peoples, and I'm ok with that. Anyway, I'll try to update more.
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